I Don’t Know Why

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Sitting on the edge of misery
I left a part of me
Emptied pieces of my soul
In an empty cup

He pretended to drink my secrets
I thought we were friends
He slowly poured me out
To seep through my core

Good god-
I’m broken and damaged
Look what I’ve done
Sold my soul to the devil
I don’t know why

All my sins
Out on display
A show and tell
Hell doesn’t look so appealing anymore
Give me sunshine
Give me rain
Give me anything but the flames firing above my head

Take me to heavens gates
Leave me like a forgotten dog
Tied
Outside
Let me starve
Let heaven take pity on me
My soul

Good god-
I’m broken and damaged
Look what I’ve done
Sold my soul to a devil
I don’t know why

I wasn’t pure
I had skeletons
Regrets
Oh lord
Was that why?
Was I tricked?
Please tell me why

I thought I was with a friend
Didn’t see the horns hiding behind the crown
Didn’t feel his tail slapping my behind

Good god-
I’m broken and damaged
Look what I’ve done
Sold my soul to a devil
I don’t know why

Committed Carnality

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Faded sweetness
washed away
salivating soul
crawling seductively
come
come and please me

Fanciful rapture
heated ecstasy
the tingles
perkiness brushes against my cloth

More, more, more
my patience runs thin
I need you here and now
I need to breathe
taste you in

Here
in our cocoon
foolishly safe
hidden souls
whispered lust

Committed heart
handed over
in eroticism
shimmers in our lust

Passionate love
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now

My crooked smirk
I’m hungry
lost each time
I look deep in your soul

My screaming spirit
oh my darkest angel
the desire
no one knows
cursed by those eyes

Hypnotized
over and over
again
I beg for no mercy

Keep me
locked
famished
enraptured

Begging
pleasing
loving
passionate souls
a committed carnality

Wake Me

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Trapped in a memory
suffocating
covered in the shit
you left me

The nightmare
replays
running
trying to escape

Don’t rape me

Not again
don’t let me relive
the horror
the pain

Nowhere to run
panting
I can’t sleep

Damn you
all you poor excuses
of human beings
that haunt me

All merging
together
drowning in a black sea
my nightmares

The dark clouds
angered
swarming in
I’m trapped

Wake me

Skipping Time

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It’s now or never
I kept telling myself
Live in the now
And reach for the stars
But time kept stopping
I kept holding myself back
Looking back in that mirror
Missing all the signs

Life’s too short to skip time
Holding on to yesterday and all the lies
I am going to stand here, being bold and face today
I’m not going to miss another day

Tomorrow isn’t promised
How I’m barely learning it now
A little too late
But it’s not too late
Here we are
I’m doing it now

Life’s too short to skip time
Holding on to yesterday and all the lies
I am going to stand here, being bold and face today
I’m not going to miss another day

Life’s too short to care what someone thinks
Especially what they think of me
Life’s too short to pass on that cookie
Or sip some wine
Life’s too short to skip time

Taylor Swift Style

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Who’s looking to read behind the lines
Who’s drinking the lyrics like a poisonous mind

Ah hell
Taylor Swift rings that bell
Calling them out
Making them shout

It’s a sharp tongue
Cuts through steel look how she’s won
Got them hyperventilating
Cold calculating
Spittin fire
Linda Blaire style

Everybody’s haten
Sipping those words
Crying swearing
Boo hoo
Here’s a little violin
Playing for you

Don’t like what you hear
Don’t like what you see
A slap in the face
Not everyone likes you

Ah right on Que
Stepping away from you
Can’t get sucked in
Your bloody coffin

The words of a poet
The words of a lyricist
The words of a writer
They’re coming for you
Taylor swift style

It’s a sharp tongue
Cuts through the steel look how she’s won
Got them hyperventilating
Cold calculating
Spitting fire
Linda Blaire style

Everybody’s haten
Sipping those words
Crying swearing
Boo hoo
Here’s a little violin
Playing for you

It’s how we breathe
It’s how we release
All the poison
We meet

Killing off the characters
One word
One rhyme
At a time

The Real Wolves

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To think I feared men disguised as cloaked sheep
I thought they were wolves

Ah, but it is not men
They do not gallivant around as sheep

For it is women
Who prey on thee

They tip toe around
Pretending to be your friend
Luring you to their lair

You think you are safe
You are not
You are a fool

Those friendly smiles
Those fake hugs
Nothing but a ruse

Listen to the advice
Feel the planted seeds
Of negativity

Feel your self-worth
Diminish

Oh wait,
But there’s a smile
They’re always calling
I’m confused

Wake up stupid girl,
They are lying to you,
Luring you to the pack
Self-esteem attack

Find the other sheep,
The true ones,
The real friends

Run run run
Run far away
From the wolves